Will They? Won't They?

When I first booked my holiday it seemed ages away. Well it was really. But now I only have 4 weeks left to wait. That also means I only have 4 weeks left to get to my goal weight.

I've been on a diet for about 6 months in total but for the first 4 months I didn't lose any weight at all. I wasn't in any diet club but was very careful what I was eating and was beginning to think that I was doomed to stay the same weight for the rest of my life. 8 weeks ago I decided to join Weight Watchers and I have lost weight each week since.

This morning when I was getting dressed I wondered if my jeans, that I haven't been able to wear for about 18 months due to them being too small, would fit me. I got them out of my cupboard and looked at them.

They still looked small and I nearly put them back in without trying them on but try them on I did. It was a tense moment. Putting one leg in, then the other. Pulling them up over my bottom and then moving my hands to the front to the zip and button. Would I be able to do the button up? This would be the telling action of if they fitted or no.